决定了

决定了， 把对你的爱，化作永恒的爱，并且毫不隐藏地，慢慢让你知道。

终于想通了，我一向做东西都太心急了，要一切都快些定下来。
看来以前，我对待爱情也是如此。

想快点要一个确定的答案， 却忘了爱情最美总是在雾里看花时

在得不到一个确定的答案时，就快点逃跑， 以免受伤

那就是我，那面对爱情时，懦弱的我

决定了，就放手去爱吧

不要害怕受伤， 让你慢慢感受我对 你 . 的 . 爱

=)

Trust you - Yuba Ito

A japan song that i like~the lyric is translated =)

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
So that the rain moistens the earth
Even though this world is alive, coming closer together
Why do people hurt each other?
Why do partings come about?

Even if you go far away
You're still always right in the middle of my heart
While they remain completely buried by that kind smile
Even if I feel pain
In fragments of you that I held, because we're still connected
I believe that we can meet again
I'm waiting for your love

I love you, I trust you
I want you to share your loneliness with me
I love you, I trust you
Even in light, even in darkness
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Please don't leave anymore

Who saw the end of the world?
Who announces the end of the journey?
Even though it's a long night and the answer can't be seen now,
I want you to move on on the road you believe in
Because from this point forth, the light is waiting for you

Even now, the song you taught me
Still remains within my heart
And echos along with that friendly voice
The overflowing tears of my feeling
Run over my warm cheek
Become strong, and
Believe!
If we connect with each other
I'm always by your side

I love you
I trust you
The tears I shed are for your sake
I love you
I trust you
You taught me love
I love you
I trust you
No matter if you walk on the wrong path,
I'll be beside you!

I love you
I trust you
I want you to share your loneliness with me
I love you
I trust you
Even in light, even in darkness
I love you
I trust you
Even in sadness, even in happiness
I love you
I trust you
I want to protect you completely

No matter if you're walking on the wrong path
I'll be beside you!
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Please don't leave anymore

自找苦吃

我真佩服了我的眼光，每次堕入爱河都是苦
甜蜜只是那一刹那，源源的痛苦总是接踵而来。

上一次的那位，我单恋了3年，却连朋友都不是。
是的，是我少了勇气。

这次的这位，我自己也吓到了，我从没想过我会喜欢。。。她。
就这样暧昧了一夜，隔天，后天，大后天，我满脑子都是她。

然后呢？？继续在面子书暧昧，可又觉得她的暧昧对象又不只我一个，其他的比我更可爱呢！
是的，我少了自信。

矛盾啊~~爱，不爱；继续暧昧，不再暧昧。。烦啊~
茅盾的魔羯,敏感的魔羯,暧昧让你受尽委屈~~

Backpacking in Melaka!!

I'm now very excited to announce: My vacation had started!!!
And today is day 2 in Melaka.

Well, i just have to say, Melaka is a heritage city to travel which is very suitable for beginner backpacker like me. It is not necessary to bring a map along, but you juz need to roughly know where the location is. The places to visit is mainly located around the 'Red House', you can reach most of the places withing walking distance.

The guesthouse here are really nice~~ there are many guesthouse the around the same area also. Many of the guesthouseshave good reviews but other backpackers. The guesthouse I choose this time is Cafe 1511. I like this guesthouse very much!! It is not only cheap, but the room is also very nice. The whole concept of the guesthouse let me feels like I'm staying in my ah ma (grandma's) house. The computer and internet here u can use without any extra charges, isn't that awesome?? ( currently, I'm using it to blog, the speed is super duper fast man!!) This better than any hotels!!! And there is tons of dvd to let you watch using a medium large screen tv too~~ You can make your own tea or coffee whenever you like, oh my godness~~~ It is only one description: I fell very warm and free like my house!!! In additional, the staff here are very polite and the owner, Uncle Colin is very good too~~

This time the partner travelling with me is CY and J. It is actually quite a weird combination as we are not close in the classs but it is a realy nice experience with them, May be we are all the not small gases type of ppl. We done all sort of funny crazy things during the first day, this is really call relaxing and recharging holiday.

That's all for first day~~ will add in more photo soon~~~

空白

突然生活好像失去了重心一样， 是生活太安逸了吗？？还是我又开始不在乎一切，没原则了？？

这种心情，好怪。

我突然可以几天不想家 人，不打电话回去，打回去好像也为了应酬。
我，怎么了？？

突然又觉得自己好失败，纵然有很多想法， 为什么没有那信心与毅力去实践？？

我的未来五年是当个护士，过后呢？会怎样？？

人，要活在当下。但，我目前失去了推动力。总觉得，日子这样过就好，没动力要做些什么。

啊啊啊！！！

谁，快来推我一把！！！

我讨厌这样平静的日子