Monday, March 17, 2014

Life

Thinking of this quite frequently after I come back from the Indonesia trip. It's about what I want in my future. What do I want to do other than nursing? What kind of life I want in future?

For the first question, there no confirm answer since i realize I don't like nursing. Culinary? Language? Medical technician? I allowed some time for searching the new possibilities, but recently I eagerly want to know what's the answer is and try to push me to that direction. Because, I suddenly realize, I don't have much time left. I'm already 23, 3 year 3 month more to finish my contract as a nurse. I don't want to be unsure of what thing I want at that age, and if I do, I'm sure i will be still working at this sxxxx hospital, because I have no where to go.

I eagerly need a skills, a cert or something that I can bring with after finish my contract. I can't be travelling until I old, so I need something I like I passionate about to give me an income.

I'm not sure about it yet, but i think it is something related to arts. But anyhow, I need more determination to achieve goals, I must built this up!

And talk about life, the main things I want is simple and freedom. I don't really like Malaysia lifestyle, things getting more and more expensive  but the salary never rise; public transport is bad ( because I don't really like to drive);traffic jam everywhere; a lot of snatch thief etc. Maybe other country have their cons too, but at the moment I really wish to stay at a country like New Zealand or Canada. Less population and looks more simple to me. ( Although I don't really travel there before, but one of dreams is to have a working holiday in New Zealand!)

Think and think...I should sketch my plan now. Before the my contract finish, I should have my plan and skills in my hand for me to fly.